Within this ceremony, I slowed my breathing down and knew that I could slow my heart beat down. I knew I could will myself to die. I was surrendering and surrendering and finally arrived at a place where I could surrender my life. The experience of this was fascinating. I observed this potentiality and did not feel fear. Instead, I felt clarity: this is the void in which I am nothing, I am nobody, and it felt like infinite peace.

I clarified the essence of me, the inner sensation of my soul, through the first of three ayahuasca journeys last week. My creations in reality are projections of this inner clarity and I get to harness my Inner Power to share the art of me with the world.

The deeper I go down the Inner Journey, the more that I see just how simple and more reduced it becomes. It’s all about feeling, embodying, and being Love.

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